Trying and Terrible Twos

This past week and a half to put it nicely has been a bit trying and I am going to blame it all on the trying and terrible twos. My daughter Makenna is 27 months (two and a litttle bit) and the TWO is really starting to show. I am going to complain like the typical parent to a typical child.... Well because I can! I am grateful though because in some way this stage in her life is a gift. When we received her diagnose back when she was born we were told she would not do much. What does that really mean now?!? Anyhow... Back to me complaining.. I think I am complaining because it is my way to brag about how well she is REALLY doing. I mean I had myself convinced early on that she would not reach developmental milestones or it would take much much longer. Let me just say the twos came on time.

Makenna hayes the word no. I mean really HATES it. She knows no and she knows no means no. Her face crinkles in anger and she throws herself to the floor in frustration every time I say no and really I must say it over a hundred times a day. She is into everything. For the most part she listens but it takes persistence on my end and persistence is very time consuming.

Two is the year of exploring and testing and that she is doing. She climbs on everything, sneaks into spaces I wouldn't think she would go, opens everything, tests boundaries and authority. I am tired just reflecting on this. Really though I am happy too! This is fabulous.

I have to say that at least her temper tantrums are some what silenced do to the trach. Oh gosh, I am horrible for saying that. It is true and I am kidding though the silence is a luxury I would rather live without. It may be coming soon. Possible trach removal is scheduled for May 11th of this year!

I am am pretty much rambling at this point. Makenna has figured out how to block her trach with her pointer finger to make noise. It is adorable and she can actually make some pretty loud and lengthy noise.

To sum things up. I am happy and tired, thrilled and overwhelmed that my little Makenna is showing me she is cable of being a trying and terrible two year old. I LOVE HER TO PIECES!!!

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Little Wonders

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Memories are Sweet

Being a parent is truly one of life's best gifts. I am very fortunate to have two beautiful girls who are truly very unique from one another. My Makenna needs me in ways Estella never will but my love is not different for them because of that. This sort of unconditional love is rare and precious. I recognize and embrace it. This love is rare and these memories are sweet.

To Estella,
You may see mommy go to Makenna needs before you. It is because her need for me is greater. I see you smile and coo at her anyways and I know you already understand why. I know you get it and I know when you are older and able you will be right there with me to help her too. Your patient and kind demeanor was just what our family needed to complete us. This collage is to remind you to cherish all that life brings.
Love, Mommy

****photos and photo collage taken and made with my iPhone 4

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Spring Photos of Estella

I took all of these at home with my iPhone 4.















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